blogging wz keypad

I once wished that i could blog using my tablet with a keypad attached, and wish fulfilled. A trial now as im in the train on my way home from a half day at work. Kindda cool, thou the silicon keypad is not as smooth as a normal ones.

Been a tough weeks. Eldest princezz begins her major paper today. And to add to these crucial period, mil was admitted again for the same problem 2 days ago. Migrains that had been haunting me is getting to my nerves too. I guess its probably a tension headaches, which unconsciously i am being stressed up with the exams. Oh well,  few more days, and it will soon be over. InsyaAllah.

Lunch with love lately is unplanned. (As i blog now,  a sudden throbbing pain is felt on the left side of my head)....... he has been super busy lately, tight schedules, etc etc. He would call at the last minute, if he has that few hours of time for me. And i always appreciate him for that.

I miss him a lot. But its difficult to tell him that, cos' he will start to feel bad  for not spending some time with me. The change slowly kicking in, that i dont feel the abrupt loss. From daily meets, once in a month  dates to once a week meet, once in many months date over a period of 3 years..... but i never once feels regret for knowing him. Thou at times i wish he could be with me at a time where i need the support the most........

when i c 2......

When i head down to OCK this morning to grab my breakfast, after making my payment and turned, i was caught by surprise to see an 80% resemblance of a side-view of mr.love, only to get hold of my senses wihin seconds that, it's not him...... 
I cant be missing him too much that im seeing things. #composed#

Another week of absence from any meet. And im getting used to it for long now. Sincerely understand his time constraints and priorities. Refraining myself from being hopeful day by day.... 

As i moved on, situations are no longer like before. How much can we trust words? How much can we digest? How hopeful can one be?