the comeback

it's been long since i ranted on blogs...... my passion to read, to write, to let out my emotions thru writings.... and here i go again....

my writings started again through a lil organiser when a new meet came by me unplanned.... the joy, well most of it, are penned in there.... the daily wait for lunch, the conversations, the jokes, the advises, teasers, my cries, his love was almost captured in my own little world. my little secret.... hmm, not really thou'

it is unknown when the love starts knocking on, or should i say, knocked right into my heart, pierced in and never leave since... but, he has been my best companion eversince our first meet. and i love him lots.

love that is so overwhelm with love, but always triggered with a feeling of sadness. not because of the action of the one you love, but, not being able to do things together with the one you love....

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w, "Kegembiraan seseorang Mukmin membias diwajahnya, sementara kesedihannya terpendam di kedalaman hatinya."

And its true isnt it... We potray joy in the presence of people around us, but deep within ourselves, there's a little hole that is filled with *huge sigh*

i miss you when something good happens,

becos' you are the one i want to share it with.....

i miss you when something is troubling me, 

becos' you are the one who understands me well.....

i miss you when i laugh and cry, 

becos' i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow 

and tears disappear.....

i miss  you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night

and think of all the wonderful time we spent with each other

for those were the best time of my life.....

too much in love with you......