kenyataan

Apa yang kita impikan tak semestinya apa yang kita lalui..... itulah kenyataan.....

Drama sangkar, which i have been following online during my lunch hours, is an eye-opener..... the final episode which i watched today, was the truth that we have to face..... we cant be having everything we want...,

Two best-friend, of a different gender, have each other as a companion. The guy, comes from a rich family, while the girl, is his opposite... but, he had never looked down on her. They love each other but had never expressed it. Challenges after challenges she had to face, alone, because her companion, often ran away from his problems. Until the death of her mother, he was not beside her too.... and she finally accepted a proposal made by her own bestfriend's father. It was too late for him, when he expressed his love, cos she had made up her mind. But, she made him promise her that, he will continue to stay in the same house, and take care of her........ and he did. Her love for him is still strong, despite the status had changed to being his stepmom..... he cared for her, although he protest in silence. And one day, he decided to settle down with a girl who have been patiently loving him. He seeked her permission, and even agreed to stop his intention if she disagree. She was happy to tell him, this could be the best for them, thou it reflects in her eyes she was in much pain too....

The day he left their home, after his ceremony, he entered her room for the last time. Nothing was being said, but the expression on their faces explains it all.... they hugged for the last time with tears, and he kissed her on her forehead with that much love left..... 

What we hope to happen in life, may not turn out to be what we want. He was right when he said, she cant have everyhing. While she tried to face the challenges in life, he left her all alone. And its all too late by the time he realised it. Thats part and parcel of life isnt it..... oh well.....

Its been a tiring days... last week, one of aunt passed away. Was up the whole nite attending to the preparation of her funeral. Alhamdulillah, it went well, and it was my first in mandikan jenazah. 

Backaches slowly improving.... only to be down wih fever, flu and cough on friday.... must be the bug. 

Last mon, eve of eid adha, was arwah abah 16th annv..,, how time flies.... missing him terribly. 

My routine remains the same..... all smiles with that little secret kept within me..... truth of a life......