18 days

It was 18 days ago I last blogged. Yea, even mr. love gave a hint last week about my blogs. Nothing much to rant actually...... its the normal routine, day in day out... just like doing accounting on FIFO (first in first out) LIFO (last in first out) .. sigh!!!

It's close to 3 weeks I have not met mr. love. Tak rindu ke dia towards me???? *sighing..... My silence does not mean i'm not missing him. I hope I will not get used to this absence, cos' if I am, then, it means i bochap already... hmmm.... but then again, i know time has been a constraint. 

I left for KL on a one-day trip, without staying overnite with my girlfren. It was a much-look-forward trip, until, I was unwell days before that, and dragged days after that. hahaha!! The thoughts of having mr. love around on that day brought occasional smiles. Oh, the usual imagination that runs in my mind. Thinking that there's probably a surprise visit, hehhe... of course not being hopeful, but, u know how errr, unexpected he can be. But he did call to check on me. If i'm doing good. Leaving many advices not to roam around alone. You know, just like a little princess being guarded from afar afraid of going astray... *evil eyebrows up. appreciate much on his concern and care. 

How time flies.... Its soon gonna be the end of another year...... Will be attending 2 dinners coming year end. End Nov and end Dec. Will there be surprises dear this time?? I doubt so. Blogging about surprises, its been long too of not having surprises. hmmm..... 

Even time is limited for surprises right?? Kindda feel (not sure how to explain that feelings), its all mixed at times. Sometimes, i just wish that ..... ah, nevermind.......

What hasnt change for these 3 years is, the tele-conversation we have while he drives. The updates we have for each other, the teases, the sharings.... Alhamdulillah, its still going on despite the lesser time spent. And of course, LOVE for each other...... 

If only you know how much I miss you dearly.......