when you smile to your own cheekiness

somehow, i was writing half way to this blog..... this was written when I had my lunch with Mr. Love at Texas, a last minute arrangement. A quick lunch... and, the subject says it all.... I couldnt help smiling to my own unexpected moves... Two cups of drinks on that day, was almost mine, if I hadnt been stopped and smiled at, I prob didnt realised that I almost gonna finished it all up... geee!! Once in a blue moon happenings... 

Oh well, the husband is out of town again. this time for a month. managing well so far with the responsibilitie at home, thou' i cant deny being extra tired.

I braved myself to drove back home from Changi Airport, after sending him off. With of course the help of a GPS, and several qns asked to hub to ensure the route out to TPE. But, didnt asked which way to go after leaving the multi-storey carpark, only to realise, i almost enter Coach/Bus Only lane. Reversed!

Half day date today, my compensation to him for his yesterday's intent to spend the time with me. But i could only do so for 2.5hrs of lunch. I hope he was happy, despite the cold. For I am happy, having him all over me, i mean next to me. (today's blog is all about being cheeky, so mind my language) :P

Thinking about it, I was a little naughty and cheeky today. Errr, just a little of it... kesian saya tengok awak dear, menahan segala-galanya, i meant your blocked nose,  flu and the cold... hmmm...

I am missing u so much... and loving u lots.. if only what we are having now is the flip of it, i will be the most happiest to be by your side.. thou i know ur level of tolerance n patience has to increase too... cos' im not as easy as i look, *evil grins*... anyway, u have ur ways to tackle me, right? *winks

Is there a reason to love someone? Question asked when u are being asked if u love him? A reason will soon be erased together with the love, the moment the reason is no longer in use... i love u for who you are... and i couldnt find a reason why am i madly in love with you... thou the madness is still under control, thankfully.. i may be sad at times thinking of where this relationship will go, but my love, my happiness being with you through the calculated hours over-writes the pain. Even so, if one day, we have to leave each other.. wats left behind will be the memories that is filled with love and not reasons...

I love you.... 

Thank you for your time, thats the most that I appreciate in this relationship of us. I know it is not easy for u... 
Thank you for your patience when im having my mood swings
Thank you for saying i always marahkan you... thou im not, cos tts my only way to tell you i sayang kan u... 
Thank you for being my best companion from Day1 u wanted to help me carry my bag at Langkawi till now.. thou im still expecting u to carry me n no longer any bags.. huh??
and most of all, thank you for your unconditional love.... 
You mean so much to me, and I want you to know that...

So much love.... and I love you more.....