season

Alhamdulillah, its finally friday..... the last day of the week for a morning and afternoon madness.... bus chase, shoves in the train, inconsiderate passengers... not taking into account my that time of the month cramps... and a sudden migraine attack that visited me last nite. not complaining thou', but, i seriously badly need a hug. and, when will that be?

a week of absence, a week of missing the other half, but, the constant communication the past few days in the morning, through wassap, his afternoon drive home help to lessen a tiny weeny bit of that missing parts. hanging on still.

as i shared with him this morning, my sensitivity, getting angry over the slightest thing, what attracted me most to his reply was, "dear... it's the season".... i wanted to ask, but i chose to simply smile and register that in me.... oh well, he seems to know my "season" better than me..... *eyebrows up*

he has been the light of my darkness, not at the end of the tunnel, but throughout my journey in there. my smile during my "season", but he can also be the reason why i'm feeling down... for, the feeling of loss is strongly felt when he is not around me. may i'm given that chance to be with him all the time and not having the loss anymore. ameen.

emotional conflicts aside..... hmm, the sudden thoughts to own a tablet, with a keypad. something convenient for me to bring it around, for me to blog, to get connected :) despite a "canggih" mobile i have. :p

this has been added to my personal wishlist. cos' i know, i might not be able to get one if i ask. so, let's just settle this with the coming bonus, insya'Allah.

the planning of my elder princess simple mini birthday party with her schoolmates is in progress. words of motivation bookmark is currently being design by me. with individual names printed on it. this is a little something for them to remember her before they embark on a new journey. still thinking of what food to serve. the party bags... it's one brain working on many.... sometimes, i just wish there is an initiative to assist me on this.... but again, i'm happy working on it, anything for the smiles seen on my princesses face. priceless!

oh well, weekend is coming. let's just have a quality time with the one you love. before the routine of the week comes back haunting. on another note, i hope the one-week absence is not happening again next week. hopeful okay.

till the day, let's just imagine the tablet is before me now....... blessed!