untold

with the migraine still lingers around my head, and the feeling of not being my usual self, its really a nerve-wrecking emotion. i hate it most when i start to have the emo feelings, u know, that kind of feelings where the slightest thing could easily tear you. be strong! be strong!

how do you tell if someone really cares for you?

how do you tell if someone really loves you?

i'm missing the love seriously..... lacking it so much that i feel i'm in my own world right now.....

i'm beginning to feel cold towards the love.

yes, i'm admitting it.

i'm tired. tired of doing things on my own. how i envy others. but that does not mean i'm not contented with what i have been showered by Allah swt. but i know, things can be better.

am i the one who need to change. but its only natural that if you aren't happy of something, u kept yourself away. well, that has been my nature. keeping quiet when angry, keeping quiet when disappointed, keeping quiet when things didnt go the way i wanna it to be...... maybe i have been misunderstood. me being quiet probably means things are alright, thus' this dont reflect anything to the other party.... *huge sigh*

maybe i should just relax, like what my love one mentioned today..... SMILE!