flashing back....

Its been long..... i have been lagging in blogging..... and last was my update on Ramadhan  nothing much of an update as mr.love too had been busy and today was only our 2nd lunch meet. Contented still.....

Syawal is just like any normal days this year. Not much visiting done. As my first was busy preparing for her prelims.... a good excuse for myself too as i dont quite enjoy going out. Heee.... a visit to my bro's place... oh well... guess nothing much i could do to break one's hard-stoned cold ego....

My first lunch meet wz mr.love was last tues.... at mr.ronald's...... he probably missed me too much that i was only sent back to office at 2.30pm hmmmm.... record-breaking lunch break for me. And as usual, i entered my office wz my selamba kodok face...

Today's lunch again at mr.ronald.... but a lil diff as we drove thru and enjoyed the windy cool day by each others' company... and i have always love that spot with mr.love around... love being hugged... love being kissed... love holding hands...love being loved....

2years ago, we enjoyed walking there and sat by the rocks admiring the beautiful creation of Allah. Sun-sets.... nite breeze.... those were the days.... i am missing those moments very much...
So much changes to the relationship, lesser time spent together, lesser communication, thankfully my love for him was not affected. Thou at times i couldnt deny thinking... how long will this last? Will he or i ever get bored? Wat is gonna happen in another 3years? Are things gonna be monotonous still? i wish i have the answers.... but on a flip thoughts... its best that i dont have the answer and just enjoy being loved and be each other's best companion...... right dear? (Hmmm.... ok, i knw wat u r thinking..... even at this thoughts i am still silence with answers, must be my nature ha, of not answering quetions) *eyebrow up  down*

I wish i wish i wish.... lingers in my mind.... but im happy still.....

I love u so so much lah dear.... im sure u know that i miss u lots too...........