Away

i woke up this morning, having the thoughts of going far away... away from everyone.... in search of some peace in my heart. if only i could have the means to do so, i would do so without having second thoughts. i'm reminded of the days where my girlfriends and i would apply half day leave suddenly and one of them will fetch us at a point, and we all drove to East Coast... we will talk and laugh and cry together... but now, things have changed... each of us have our own commitment... and i am missing those moments so much. 

it's funny how i decided to tell mom that Love sayang me, and her response was, "yelah, dia dh anggap mcm sedara" i smiled... and it's even cuter when i told mom that Love cried too and shared with her that Love didnt want bcos of a slightest mistake, he is unable to see me again, and her response was, "dah 6 tahun kan kawan" after a short pause (probably trying to digest what i said)... this time my heart smiled widely. 

i guess i needed a good break.... a break which could release me of my unknown stress. a break where i could be my own self. a break where i could do what i want to do, placing my heart above others. 

whatever it is, i'm still a strong and cheerful princess. Alhamdulillah, 'ala kulli haal!

i want to spend some time by the sea, my fave peaceful place. admiring Allah's creation.