L.O.V.E

"distance never separates 2 hearts that really care. 

for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. 

but whenever, i start feeling sad because i miss you. 

i remind myself how lucky i am to have someone so special to miss"

what remains in this 6 years, the chance we take for every opportunity we have for a meet. even if it is just for 3 train stations. it was the second meet this week, the last i'm sure before school starts next week. Allah knows how super happy i was to see him this morning, despite me having to rush to dress up. and his outfit today, Masya'Allah, the best that i've seen him in before. the kind of clothing that usually attracts me better. (dear, you can wear like that when you are with me okay. u look more cool that way. i love it :D)

the meet earlier this week, was more of Q&A. thou' it only ended at 1 question (thankfully), i'm sure there are still questions that lingers in our mind. but, insyaAllah, these questions will be answered by Allah swt Himself. i am slowly beginning to compose myself and getting up on my feet again. thou' it is difficult especially when i keep thinking and missing Love terribly. 

visualising to reminisce how we first met in Langkawi is something that brought so much joy in me. whether or not it will happen, having Love to bring up that thoughts is enough for me. the way he said, he wants to bring me to the Dataran helang, the spot where i took his picture, hehe... refreshes the memory back then. it was the start of this relationship. i had no intention at all when i took his picture. i just thought, why not just take. And for that, we exchanged email address (near hotel's lift lobby), so that i could send his photo to him. (i'm smiling writing to this. felt that it had just happened). then, came the longest chat ever for the first time between us at work!!! which ended with a lunch date of mee siam kuah asam pedas, hahaha!!! Ya Allah, i miss these moments so so much... and we got more closer, after a movie and karaoke date. a movie date that tickles me so much. the expression on his face when he got to know the arm-rest could be lifted. when he sang facing the wall for the first time. hahaha!! Dear!! you are just so adorable most times. 

6 years and counting. 

Allah knows best what He has for us both. the best that He had planned for. 

i looked through his eyes last tues in the car, the moment he parked his car. i am missing him too much. the love that i have for him, is beyond my own rightful mind. i have never thought that i would be in love with someone that much and missing him every minute. my soul-mate. my most treasured companion. began as a friend who was with me during my saddest time to the love of my life who taught me patience and love. that changed my crazy lifestyle. no words could describe how grateful i am to get to know him. and i couldn't imagine how do i survive without him around. we may not be physically attached all the time, but he lives and grows inside me. kept and locked. 

Ya Rabb, kekalkanlah kasih sayang diantara kami hingga ke syurga mu. 

Satukan kami dalam keredhaanmu. 

Ameen, Ameen, Allahumma Ameen...