when you are not meant for...

"kadangkala, takdir kita hanya setakat bertemu dan berkenal, 

bukan berjodoh"

i chanced upon the quote earlier today. hard truth? yes? no? somehow, the statement got me into some thoughts. especially at a time like this, where my mind is in a mess. and the sudden msg received by Love from his other half.... it got me into a much deeper thoughts. 

the feelings of missing and loving him is at its peak. and i'm at a total loss what i could do. i began to have fear... fear of losing and this weakens my strength. 

..... and this mind is doing the thinking again. truthfully, i'm emotionally tired. i need to breathe.